Appreaciation

I give myself a chance...
If really the end of the world is coming, what should I do?
What shall I do?
Now, I will look at the people around me...
And try to remember them all...
Their different faces...Their smiles...
Only if I can stop the time...I can cherish every moment we have...
I will wonder...If today is the last day?
Where shall I stand?
What will I do?
It is not easy to always cherish every moment we have...
But, I try my best every time.
I try to not forget that these are not granted.
I try to remember that these are not always there...
One day, it will come to nothing...
Only the memories and the dried tears leaving behind...
I will not be overwhelmed by the happiness and forget to cherish it...
Every moment I will spend with my loving heart...
And always cherish those who are with me all the day...
friends...families...
I love you.

Sincerely for you...

I don't know anything and yet I felt all the depression.
It was such a mess.
They said, time will do the best for us.
Is it so?
Was it so?
I cannot help asking...
I cannot help wondering...
The time can heal the wound?
I believe what the time can do is only in hiding...
Hiding the thing we want no more...
And hopefully one day, time will help us to forget.
To not feel the pain tickling my heart every time I recall the name.
To not feel the tears streaming down my face every time I remember the memories.
And I do hope you can be happier.
If the reason of your happiness is not me, I won't mind.
Really I won't mind. 
 I only wish you all the best in the future.
If this is really what you want and I will let you suffer no more.
You want nothing of me.
You want no more of my participation in your life.
I will leave.
I will not say another word.
But, I hope you can be happier.
I hope so.Really.
And my love, will remain here all along.
As I said before, the love I give I cannot take back.
You want no more. I know.
But, I still can cherish you.
Your push-away-act is only reminding me that you want no more of me.
But, you cannot stop my love.
My care for you is the same all along and there will be no change of it in the future.
Only I hope you will be happier...
Smile and laugh truly from the bottom of your heart...
If it is not for me...But for the ones you really care and love...
And I hope time will do the best for me...
The friendship...