Let you go

erased the one

appeared no more in the midst

hoped that it could help me

if not much

but to forget you 

to heal the aching soul

and put away the unreachable dreams

I 

myself 

knew perfectly well

more than anyone

it was the biggest trial

the one with red ink all over it

highlighted in the boldest way it could be

and drenched with dripping sorrow

in the weakest spot

the result turned out pretty good

at least it seemed

but who was I lying to

it never worked that way

it never was an easy task

I was just buying time

and until one day

lose myself

in the confusion and explosion 

of these trials and bets

the stars at night

The yellow lights from the pavement
dressed up the water droplets
stained on my windows
in deep yellowish gowns
knew very well that it was no better
to be here or there
but the growling thunder seemed to agree with me
at least on this
and it did a very fine picture there
pretended that they were stars
easily picked and drawn
but before you realized
the other night
they just evaporated and went away
just like that
and then you realized
the rain
the window
the evening light
went up in a gush
and became one...