Maybe I should quit

Maybe I should quit...
stop all this daydreaming...
because the dreams I made
will never come true
no matter how much I yearn for it
no matter how much time I waste on it
he will never notice me...
I really should quit...

How to stop?

How to stop myself from missing someone

because he is missing from my life?

How to stop thinking about someone

because all I could think about all day is him only?

How to stop myself from building all those sweet little dreams

and try to focus at what is at hand?

How to stop myself from wondering what he is doing

right at the moment when I was supposed to be occupied?

I could not find a way to stop 

him from visiting my brain.

I could not find a way to stop

myself from drowning in this sea of hollowness.

I could not stop myself from yearning desperately

for those little things that I could never get.

I could not stop myself from wasting my energy

in those trivial little things that take up so much of my memory.

What shall I do then?

Mess

this world is getting out of hand
seems like everybody is getting more selfish
the words we said
the things we did
the blames we put on others
the dilemma we had
all is getting out of hand
I no longer recognize myself
the things I hold on to fade away so easily
is it the road that we're supposed to take?
or the road diverges to another
that I can no longer see through the deep darkness
and I was locked in this cell
with no doors
nor windows
and I can see no light
and no warmth
am I being abandoned?
or had I abandoned everything?
I feel like want to cry my heart out...
drain all the tears that I have
and I will go insane...

That Comfort Zone

Sometimes,
we need to step out of our very comfort zone
to try that little crazy dreams
to fly through the fears and look down at it
overcoming the uneasiness
and tell yourself it's going to be okay
it's got to be okay
because what's the worse that's going to happen
you have the whole world to yourself
and you have faith
and hope
that's enough