well...it's ending.

the rain kept on
on and on
like a slow song in a forgotten cafe
playing a story there...
alone under the little light
interchanged thoughts
mixed feelings
the story would continue
but the heart was flying away
to the land
faraway land

I love you.

This is not a safe world.
We are not promised with tomorrow.
We never know what happens in the next second.
We could be dying.
But, we do have hope.
Hope for a better night.
Just tug yourself in.
And sleep the dream in.
The morning light will greet us warmly.
Keep faith.
Never live it like a waste.
Cherish everything around you.
And I want to tell you.
I love you, with every heartbeat of mine.

I'll wait for you.

sometime
even words failed me
how could I ever express such feelings
complicated yet
I could not let it go
admit it to myself
I was just lonely
too lonely to even admit it to myself
I have a lot of love inside my heart
but I am still yearning for that other world
another story that does not even have a beginning
maybe I just need another ten years
another ten years to wait for that mystery
it is long
no doubt
like a long movie
that could not wait to be unwind
I was just hoping for that story to start
out of nowhere
my mind is shouting out loud
insanity overflown
topped the floor
maybe and just maybe
you are waiting for me all along

again...I miss you.

the raining

the singing

came at me with those unspeakable grieves 

well

at least

I would give myself

one night

to remember all and forget it all

in a single beat

it was me

who chose to leave first

who chose to leave you behind

who crumpled all those memories

and set fire to it

It was I 

all along

no damage was done by you

it was never your faults

I was just pretending to be the violated victim

so that my story would be more promising

so that I could forget you

easily

and that never come to me

even now

I was thinking about you

how pathetic