I don't really understand it.

I love you, even though I barely understand it
I love you, to an extent that is insane
If you come to know about it
Can you forgive me if I choose to run away with it

I miss you
and I wish I could take a bus somewhere near you
although we are half day apart
Could you but be drifted apart

Sometimes I fancy that you like me
but that turns out to be nothing I hope for
Sometimes I fancy that you hate me
and my tears all fall down in front of me

Do I love you
or do I hate you

The healing power of The Rain

The wind is howling like the wolf in the sea
and the rain will always accompany the trees
as if the Sun is too much for the earth below
and everyone is hoping to get a shower sometime
a big one indeed
which will pour over our heads and wash away all the pain we had?
Then sometime we could even picture a song there
a mysterious song that played only by the nature
with the howling of the rain and the wind
and our souls are saved
the pain cured
just because of this miraculous rain.

一首歌的时间

我只让自己
用一首歌的时间
来思念你
曲终了
我对你的思念
也就
完了
这是我对自己的放纵
也是我对自己的宽限
一首歌
只能在那一首歌之内
思念你
疯狂的
犯傻的
思念
曲终了
思念也终了

。。。

心情不好的时候
想想你的家人
想想你爱的人
想想爱你的人
那么
你就会发现
难熬的时间
也能很快过去的
想想要是你发生了什么事
他们该有多伤心啊
所以
要爱自己
要爱家人
要珍爱啊！
不如意事，想想他们吧！

两头终须两头啊！

喜欢翻看
我们之间的谈话内容
好像这样
可以让自己
更有理由
去说服自己
我们之间
有些什么
可以想象的空间很广
可以想象你的微笑
在世界的另一头
悄悄弯上
发着白日梦
心里不断的期许
不断的想象
好像这样
梦与现实的距离
会渐渐拉近
我也因此
无法分辨
两者之间的距离
相信自己
是想念你的
但也许
这只是我一厢情愿罢了
因为
电话总要两线支撑
不然
我的这条线
该接去哪头？

Miss is in present tense.

What shall I do if I miss you?
I really do not know how to describe this feeling.
It was like something that always stick to your heart.
A thin layer of coat over your little heart.
A layer.
It sticks to you everywhere you go.
It is sticky and itchy and yet you could never scratch it.
The will is there.
You want to scratch it so badly but you just could not do so.
How stupid is that?
So itchy.
How can I get rid of it?
You may suggest that I go and meet this one guy or call him.
But, you are missing out the big picture thing.
If I do so, I will miss him even more.
It just feels like it.
The more I think about him, the more I miss him.
The more I see him, the more I miss him.
You may think that I will not miss him after I have seen him.
You are wrong then.
You are one hundred steps wrong.
The more I see of him, the more I miss him.
Then, you may suggest that not seeing him at all.
But, I still miss him.
Then how?
Go find a clean perfectly fine wall and knock yourself against it.
Then I shall have peace.
Forever.

PLEASE GET OUT OF MY HEART!

If you don't want me to act weird
please get out of my heart
I don't know how to stop it
you just keep coming to my mind
and I have an impression that
you will live eternally here
in my heart
How so?
Would you mind to move?
Maybe relocate to other places?
because my heart is not a good place for you
and you maybe don't like it.
I need some renovation for my heart too.
It's so full of dust and memories.
Some cleaning need to be done.
Immediately.
So,
please get out of my heart!

忘情水

如果给你一杯忘情水

你会喝吗？

喝了，你就能忘记他

像电脑删除档案那么简单

喝了，你就能放下他

不再为了他烦忧

喝了，你就能忘记自己曾经爱过他

不再思念不再挂心

喝了，你就能幸福了

想想，这样的你，真的幸福吗？

忘了他的你，还是你吗？

忘了他的你，幸福吗？

真正的快乐吗？