I know I've been acting tough...
I know that it seems like I don't care...
I know that it seems like I am happy...
I know that it seems like I don't care a bit...
but what else could I lose?
at certain point, I'll break down
in this little secret land that only I live in...
nobody will know...
nobody need to know...
nobody cares to know...
but I was such a weak person...
I cannot be tough...
its just an acting part that I play everyday in order to get everybody
off my lane...to not bother about me...
at some points, I just hope for something else that I will never get...
It turns out to be totally different from what I've been dreaming...
and I reject it because I don't like it...
I just...just need a quiet silent place to live in...
hope I can drown the other voices with my own voice...
but cannot...this land is fulled of so many people who wants everyone to listen
to their opinions...as if I care a tiny bit about it...
I just need a tranquil and peaceful life...
calmness...
I just need a pat on my shoulder...and
no words...but silent companion...
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