How to stop?

How to stop myself from missing someone

because he is missing from my life?

How to stop thinking about someone

because all I could think about all day is him only?

How to stop myself from building all those sweet little dreams

and try to focus at what is at hand?

How to stop myself from wondering what he is doing

right at the moment when I was supposed to be occupied?

I could not find a way to stop 

him from visiting my brain.

I could not find a way to stop

myself from drowning in this sea of hollowness.

I could not stop myself from yearning desperately

for those little things that I could never get.

I could not stop myself from wasting my energy

in those trivial little things that take up so much of my memory.

What shall I do then?