Sadness overload

We will never be complete again
Because we were broken once
Tears became inevitable
As memories came rushing back
We could never afford such wild ride
Flying down the memories' lane
It seemed lucky that we could still hold on although there were a thousand reasons
to keep us from fighting back
Why I keep holding on
to this miserable pathetic mess
that I made
I had long refused to listen
to my mind
heart may beat its way